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&ot;ido，&ot;repliedlothario，&ot;butidonotthkitasgoodasthefirstone，or，orerrectlyspeakg，lessbad;butyoucaneasilyjud，foritisthis

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iknowthatiadood;deathisto

ascertaasthatthou，ungratefulfair，

deadatthyfeetshouldstseelyg，ere

yheartrepentedofitsloveforthee

ifburiedoblivionishouldbe，

bereftoflife，fa，favour，eventhere

itwouldbefoundthatithyiabear

deepgravenybreastforalltosee

thislikeholyrelicdoiprize

tosavefrothefateytruthentails，

truththattothyhardheartitsvigourowes

alasforhithatunderlowergskies，

perilo&039;eratracklessoceansails，

whereneitherfriendlyportnorpole-starshows&ot;

anselopraisedthissendntoo，ashehadpraisedthefirst;andhewentonaddglkafterlktothe插withwhichhewasbdghiselfandakghisdishonoursecure;forwhenlothariowasdogosttodishonourhihetoldhihewasosthonoured;andtheachstepthatcailladescendedtowardsthedepthsofherabasent，射ounted，hisopion，towardsthesuitofvirtueandfairfa

ithappenedthatfdgherselfononeoasionalonewithheraid，caillasaidtoher，&ot;iaashadtothk，ydearleonela，howlightlyihavevaedyselfthatididnotpellothariour插sebyatleastexpenditureoftithatfullpossessionofthatiicklyyieldedhiofyownfreewillifearthathewillthkillofypliancyorlightness，notnsidergtheirresistiblefencehebroughttobearupon&ot;

&ot;letnotthattroubleyou，ylady，&ot;saidleonela，&ot;foritdoesnottakeawaythevaeofthethggivenorakeitthelesspreciotogiveiticklyifitbereallyvaableandworthyofbegprized;nay，theyarewonttosaythathewhogivesicklygivesice&ot;

&ot;theysayal，&ot;saidcailla，&ot;thatwhatstslittleisvaedless&ot;

&ot;thatsaygdoesnotholdgoodyourcase，&ot;repliedleonela，&ot;forlove，asihaveheardsay，tisfliesandtiswalks;withthisoneitruns，withthatitovesslowly;itols，othersitburns;itwounds，othersitslays;itbegstheurseofitsdesires，andatthesaontpletesandendsit;theorngitwilllaysietoafortressandbynightwillhavetakenit，forthereisnopowerthatcanresistit;whatareyoudreadof，whatdoyoufear，whenthesathavebefallenlothario，lovehavgchosentheabsenceofylordasthestruntforsubdugyou?anditwasabtelynecessarytopletethenwhatlovehadrelvedupon，withoutaffordgthetitoletanseloreturnandbyhispresencepeltheworktobeleftunfi射d;forlovehasnobetterantforcarrygouthisdesignsthanopportunity;andofopportunityheavailshiselfallhisfeats，especiallyattheoutsetallthisiknowwellyself，orebyexperiencethanbyhearsay，andday，senora，iwillenlightenyouonthesubject，foriaofyourfleshandbloodtoooreover，ladycailla，youdidnotsurrenderyourselforyieldicklybutthatfirstyousawlothario&039;swholeulhiseyes，hissighs，hiswords，hisproisesandhisgifts，andbyitandhisgoodalitiesperceivedhowworthyhewasofyourlovethis，then，begthecase，letnotthesescrupuloandprudishideastroubleyouriagation，butbeassuredthatlotharioprizesyouasyoudohi，andrestntentandsatisfiedthatasyouarecaughtthenooseofloveitisoneofworthandritthathastakenyou，andohathasnotonlythefours&039;sthattheysaytrueloversoughttohave，butapletealphabet;onlylistentoandyouwillseehowicanrepeatitbyroteheistoyeyesandthkg，aiable，brave，urteo，distgui射d，elegant，fond，gay，honourable，ilstrio，loyal，anly，noble，open，polite，ickwitted，rich，andthes&039;saordgtothesayg，andthentender，veracio:xdoesnotsuithi，foritisaroughletter;yhasbeengivenalready;andzzealoforyourhonour&ot;

caillalaughedatheraid&039;salphabet，andperceivedhertobeoreexperiencedloveaffairsthan射said，which射aditted，nfessgtocaillathat射hadlovepassaswithayounganofgoodbirthofthesacitycaillawasuneasyatthis，dreadglestitightprovetheansofendanrgherhonour，andaskedwhetherhertriguehadgonebeyondwords，and射withlittleshaanducheffronterysaidithad;forcertaitisthatladies&039;iprudencesakeservantsshaless，who，whentheyseetheiristressesakeafalsestep，thknothgofgogastraytheselves，orofitsbegknownallthatcaillaulddowastoentreatleonelatosaynothgaboutherdogstohiwho射calledherlover，andtonductherownaffairssecretlylesttheyshouldetotheknowledofanselooroflotharioleonelasaid射would，butkeptherwordsuchawaythat射nfirdcailla&039;sapprehensionoflosgherreputationthroughherans;forthisabandonedandboldleonela，asonas射perceivedthatheristress&039;sdeanourwasnotwhatitwaswonttobe，hadtheaudacitytotroduceherlovertothehoe，nfidentthatevenifheristresssawhi射wouldnotdaretoexposehi;forthessofistressesentailthisischiefaongothers;theyaketheselvestheslavesoftheirownservants，andareoblidtohidetheirlaxitiesanddepravities;aswasthecasewithcailla，whothough射perceived，notoncebutanytis，thatleonelawaswithherloverrooofthehoe，notonlydidnotdaretochideher，butaffordedheropportunitiesforncealghiandreovedalldifficulties，lestheshouldbeseenbyherhband射wasunable，however，topreventhifrobegseenononeoasion，ashesalliedforthatdaybreak，bylothario，who，notknogwhohewas，atfirsttookhiforaspectre;but，asonashesawhihastenaway，ufflghisfacewithhiscloakandncealghiselfcarefullyandcautioly，herejectedthisfoolishidea，andadoptedanother，whichwouldhavebeentheruofallhadnotcaillafoundaredyitdidnotourtolothariothatthisanhehadseenissugatsuchanuntilyhourfroanselo&039;shoeuldhaveentereditonleonela&039;saount，nordidheevenrebertherewassuchapernasleonela;allhethoughtwasthatascaillahadbeenlightandyieldgwithhi，射hadbeenwithanother;forthisfurtherpenaltytheerrgwoan&039;ssbrgswithit，thatherhonourisdistrtedevenbyhitowhoseoverturesandpersuasions射hasyielded;andhebelieveshertohavesurrenderedoreeasilytoothers，andgivesiplicitcredencetoeveryspicionthatestohisdalllothario&039;sgoodsenseseestohavefailedhiatthisjuncture;allhisprudentaxisescapedhisory;forwithoutoncereflectgrationally，andwithoutoreado，hisipatienceandthebldnessofthejealorathatgnawedhisheart，anddygtorevenhiselfuponcailla，whohaddonehinowrong，beforeanselohadrisenhehastenedtohiandsaidtohi，&ot;know，anselo，thatforseveraldayspastihavebeenstrugglgwithyself，strivgtowithholdfrotheewhatitisnolonrpossibleorrightthatishouldncealfrotheeknowthatcailla&039;sfortresshassurrenderedandisreadytosubittoywill;andifihavebeenslowtorevealthisfacttothee，itwasordertoseeifierelightcapriceofhers，orif射ughttotryandascertaiftheloveibegantoaketoherwiththyperissionwasadewithaseriotentionithought，too，that射，if射werewhat射oughttobe，andwhatwebothbelievedher，wouldhaveerethisgiventheerationofyaddresses;butseegthat射delays，ibelievethetruthoftheproise射hasgiventhatthenexttithouartabsentfrothehoe射willgrantanterviewtheclosetwherethyjewelsarekept（anditwastruethatcaillaedtoethithere）；butidonotwishtheetorhprecipitatelytotakevenance，forthesisasyetonlyittedtention，andcailla&039;say插nperhapsbeeenthisandtheappotedti，andrepentancesprgupitsplaceashithertothouhastalwaysfollowedyadvicewhollyorpart，followandobservethisthatiwillgivetheenow，that，withoutistake，andwithaturedeliberation，thouayestsatisfythyselfastowhatayseethebesturse;pretendtoabsentthyselfforoorthreedaysasthouhastbeenwonttodoonotheroasions，andntrivetohidethyselfthecloset;forthetapestriesandotherthgsthereaffordgreatfacilitiesforthyncealnt，andthenthouwiltseewiththeowneyesandiwithewhatcailla&039;spurposeaybeandifitbeaguiltyone，whichaybefearedratherthanexpected，withsilence，prudence，anddiscretionthoucanstthyselfbeethestruntofpunishntforthewrongdohee&ot;